Friday, February 19, 2010

True LP Fans -vs- Ungrateful LP Fans

It has come to my attention that there are people who call themselves Linkin Park fans harassing Mike Shinoda on his blog about the release date for the new album.

First of all, back off!

These guys have been super busy, between Chester’s DBS tour and the others busy with their families and other personal situations. Yet, they found time to throw together a new track for D2D (AND a video for said track) and make an appearance at the Grammy’s. They have lives outside of sitting in a studio, trying to rush around and get things finished because some people are upset that they have to wait a few years for a new record.

Honestly, it makes me wonder if these so called ‘fans’ get off on bullying their idols around. I follow Mike, Chester and Phoenix on Twitter and it seems that a lot of people who claim to be fans like to pick on or badmouth the guys. They seem to pick on Phoenix the most. Some of the things I’ve seen him re-Tweet make me sick to my stomach at the blatant lack of respect for him and the guys. It’s disgusting to see and I imagine it doesn’t make him or the others feel very good.

Seriously. Knock it the fuck off.

I’ve been a fan (a TRUE LP fan) since late 2000, after Hybrid Theory was released, and I am really starting to get pissed at the things these people are saying about my favorite band.

How can you call yourself a fan, and then turn around and tell Mike Shinoda that the new record had better come out earlier than December or LP’s gonna lose a lot of fans? Who said you could speak for ME?! If you think I’m gonna just drop Linkin Park like they’re nothing because the album may or may not be ‘delayed’ (it can’t be delayed without a previous release date, really), you’re dead wrong, buddy.

I’ll admit, I was a little impatient before Minutes to Midnight came out, but the thought to bully them into making a new record never crossed my mind. Ever. I take what I am given and I make few complaints, and if I do complain, I don’t throw it in their faces. I saw what I need to say in a private blog or something and move on.

It’s like what happened with the LPU 8 CD. People (‘fans’) were complaining that the guys only gave us live tracks on the special CDs we get in our Linkin Park Underground fan packs. They pushed and bullied and frankly, I think they pissed LP off because come December, when the packs usually come out, we were given a bit of a jolt to our systems with the ‘Mmm…Cookies’ ‘album’.

Personally, I think it was a smart move on LP’s part.

Make the ungrateful fans eat their words and it’ll make them shut up for a while. At least, you’d think so. Of course, someone found something to complain about, and they did. I think the CD is hilarious and the perfect prank for the ungrateful jerks. Good job, LP!

And you have to wonder what LP thinks about the fans that do and say the rude things they do. I can imagine that they’re hurt and upset. Here is this fanbase that has always appreciated what was given to them, who have always defended them vehemently, and all of a sudden they’ve turned into a bunch of spoiled brats. It sickens me. It really does.

I’ve toyed with the idea of creating a True LP Fans club on FaceBook or MySpace, but so far, it’s just a pipe dream. I’d love to make a place where those of us who have nothing but undying love for this band can gather and talk about them and their work. Obviously, there will be a difference in opinions and some people may butt heads a little bit, but at the end of the day, we’d all be there because we share the same love for them.

Maybe one day in the future, it will happen. For now, I’m content with bitching out ungrateful assholes who call themselves ‘real fans’. If you were a real fan, you’d appreciate anything they gave you. You wouldn’t bitch and complain or bully the guys into giving you more when they’ve given all they can for the time being.

Be patient. Really. And think about it this way, a few years between albums makes for better music and it’s not like they’re going to pull a Guns ‘n Roses on us and make us wait ten years for an album.

Of course, keep pushing, complaining, bullying and being rude, and they just might do that.

To Mike, Chester, Brad, Dave, Joe and Rob -  Though you may never read this, please know that I am a True Linkin Park fan and I will be here for you forever. I will take what I am given with few complaints (they’re more like opinions anyway) and encourage others to do the same. I will defend and love you and your music until the day I die. Please don’t be discouraged by those out there who wear the LP Fan name and do nothing but bitch and moan. Your real fans will never turn our backs on you. One person does not speak for all of us. And they certainly don’t speak for me.

Much love.

Cali B. Diamond

Cali has been a busy, busy girl!

Okay, now on to the new works I’ve promised.

Let me apologize first, for the very, VERY late post. I know I promised that things would be up on Christmas Eve, but Santa Cali got very drunk that night and was barely able to see the screen, let alone properly post everything below. So please forgive me for the lateness and enjoy what I have for you.

Be warned that some things will not be available to everyone because they have been posted to a private journal meant only for a specific group of people. However, if interested in reading these works, just drop me a comment here and I will add you to the friends list as soon as possible. (Note: You MUST have a LiveJournal account in order to be added.)

Stories – All NEW chaptered stories are linked to first chapter

Scream
Lonely No More 
The Beast Within
Monster 
Cali, Called Gonzo
Taken
 
Warmness on the Soul5 part Standalone
A Little Piece of Heaven
Show Me Your Teeth – Standalone 
Ménage

Updates – New chapters for existing stories

Crashed:  CH 78 - 9


The following is a very special treat, as I have been debating whether to debut the first chapter of this story for quite some time now. In all of its zombified, gory glory, I bring you the first chapter of my (hopefully) upcoming zombie novel, Z-13.

Z-13

Chapter 1 – Outbreak

Now for a few poems that I absolutely cannot resist sharing. Please be warned that not all of my poems are happy, fuzzy, sparkly and all that other pretty shit. I’m a very angsty person and dark is what I do best, so enjoy these either way.

Poems

To The Rev: I Miss You
The Body of Music
Music = Life
Shredded Paper Hearts
Sickness
Damned
Utter Nonsensual
Little Things
Silent Gossip
Tricked into Paranoia
Idol Insanity

I hope all of you enjoy these works and please, feel free to drop me a few reviews or just a simple comment or two. Also, be sure to check out the new Rev-amped headers in the Gone Gonzo blog and in the Bliss in Ignorance writing LJ. You can view the new header in my personal Livejournal, however, you won’t be able to read anything, as it is strictly friends only like most of my LJs. I swear, I will do a graphics post in the coming weeks and those of you who don’t like Livejournal will be able to see them.

xoxo

Cali B. Diamond

Changes…that’s just the way it is (things will never be the same)

First things first. I’m sure you’ve noticed the new color scheme and header and I know some of you are anxious for the new works I’ve promised and yes, I will deliver, but please allow me to take the time and say a few things that have been on my mind since December 28, 2009.

James Owen Sullivan (drummer of Avenged Sevenfold) known also as The Reverend Tholomew Plague (or simply, The Rev) passed away on that fateful day, leaving behind hundreds upon hundreds of friends, family and fans in mourning.

Now, since this tragic day occurred, I have had my fair share of crying spells, screaming fits and all other tantrums associated with the loss of someone you love, but the one thing that has managed to stick with me is the guilt of not being able to do anything for the other members of Avenged Sevenfold to ease their pain.

As a fan who finds comfort in their music when I am feeling depressed or angry, I wonder who is there to make them feel comfortable in the painful aftermath of his death. While I have never met any of the band members personally, through their music and DVD collection, numerous interviews and LoveLine appearances, I feel as though they have become a part of my family and my heart aches for them.

In addition to learning to live with this grief and guilt, I have also been trying to keep my cool with the rumors and ignorance being spread across the internet. Some of the most annoying questions and comments and speculations have me either fighting back tears or resisting the urge to punch someone out for being inconsiderate.

I am tired of hearing people ask if it was a drug overdose and that there is no way someone who is only 28 years old (he would’ve turned 29 February 9th) can die of natural causes.

I’m tired of the insensitive assholes who say things like “They’ll just have to replace him” and “What are you crying for? It’s not like you knew him”.

But most of all, I’m absolutely fucking fed up with the way people brush my feelings about this off like it’s nothing. Maybe to you, it’s nothing, but to me, as a fan and a person with a heart, it’s like losing a best friend. Of course, I will never know the extent of the pain the guys must be feeling now, but I can imagine that it is much worse than my own.

I feel as though my heart is broken and it’s going to be a very, VERY long time before it’s healed.

So I have decided that every last piece of work I create from now on, be it a poem or short story or book etc., will be dedicated to his memory. Jimmy has become my muse and my Guardian. I never met him, but I can feel him watching over me, and as odd as it sounds, I am grateful for waking up with the sensation that he’s still here because he was not ready to leave and I believe that he left a little piece of himself with each and every person who adored him.

I even went out and got a tattoo on Jan. 16th as a memorial to him. The concept of it came from hash-threads made by Zacky Vengeance (@Vengenz1) and Tal Cooperman (@DCMA_Collective) that read #foREVer & #TheRevLives4ever, as well as a lyric from 'A Little Piece of Heaven’ (We’ll live forever, live forever). My tattoo, as you can see in the picture, reads ‘Live FoREVer’ with the ‘REV’ in the middle of the stitched on heart and ‘1981 – 2009’ underneath it. It symbolizes having a ‘Rev shaped hole’ in my heart and that he’ll always live forever with me, the guys, his family, friends and the rest of us A7X fans. It’s also a reminder to be more like him, more carefree and loving and silly and to just do whatever I feel like doing. Obviously, as long as it isn’t anything too reckless.

Some people have questioned why I even bothered to have the ink done and for those who truly care, I explain that I felt the need to do it because I love him and want to carry him with me forever. As a fan, it’s the least I can do to make sure people remember who Jimmy was, is and will always be.

So, my dear Jimmy, may you rest in peace, love. Hopefully I will be lucky enough to see you on the other side when my time comes. Thank you for the laughs, the inspiration, the comfort and the undying love you had for us fans. The world certainly is a much sadder place without you.

All my love and prayers go out to you and yours.

I LOVE YOU, JIMMY! I will say it at least once everyday for the rest of my life.

XoXoXo

Dayna A. Entrekin – Ravanelli (a.k.a Cali B. Diamond)  #TheRevLives4ever

 

                  jimmy4ever-simple

James Owen Sullivan

(The Reverend Tholomew Plague)

February 09, 1981 – December 28, 2009

I would also like to reach out to any Avenged Sevenfold fans who are having a tough time dealing with this. You are not alone and if you need someone to talk to, please do not hesitate to message me on FaceBook. (http://www.facebook.com/gonzoXrockstar) All of my messages are sent to my cell phone and I will answer them as soon as I can.

C.B.D

The Rev Lives

FOREVER!

Friday, February 12, 2010

Growing increasingly intolerant of people who call themselves LP fans, then turn around and bitch that the album won't be out @ a certain time. Fucking ingrates

Friday, February 5, 2010

Update SOON! I swear! LOTS of new stuff! Yay! C.B.D XOXO

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

So it looks like ya'll will be getting a post sometime in the next 2 weeks. Got lotsa stuff for ya. 11 Poems, 8 Stories, 1 Z-13 Chapter . Hope you like it! - CBD